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Saturday, December 5, 2009 @ 12:00 AM
DownDownDownDown
Sigh. Another accident. Can't help it. It's inevitable. I wonder how lucky my life is ever going to get. I hope I can sleep today though I shouldn't be because I have things to prepare. Sometimes I just wonder am I actually alive. Everything is like, passing by me and fades away without me realizing anything. I can only hope the storm would be over. And I can't gurantee I can survive this storm if it comes. How I wish this was only a dream. I don't feel like stepping forward anymore. Please, if there's still hope, give me a sign.

Worrying till I fall asleep.