Had to do it today since tomorrow I'll be busy with gathering and events and stuff. Overall I feel that this year was only quite okay. It could have been wayyy better if stupid things had not happen which caused even more stupid things to happen. But I'm really glad there were people around me to cheer me up, or at least, try to make me feel better. Even though this year wasn't a smooth ride at all. I'm glad that I met new people in this year and I'm certainly very glad to have you in my life. Even if you talked to me or not, I'm happy that you have appeared in my life, out of the blue, to at least make this world become more than black and white. Too bad right now I still don't really feel very satisfied with my life. Hopefully it's just a lifelong lesson that I should be learning from. For me to grow from there. And to my dear 4C, here's what I wanted to say to you guys, but I didn't want to post it on FaceBook since there are people whom I don't want them to see. Can say I'm shy, but whatever~ Here goes.

To my dear 4C:

Ever since I came into this class, I told myself that I will never enjoy a united class ever again. Well it seemed rather true as during sec 3, we were pretty much disorganised, rowdy, super duper duper noisy, rebellious, screwed up and no class outings or gathering. I still remember Mrs You having to scold us for the lack of performance in our subjects and also our resposibility in completing projects like the World Vision. Really screwed it up man. But what surprised me is that during the carnival, we were actually able to work together to try to get as much money from our stalls. So I thought maybe there is a possibility that we CAN be united. Which was rather true. When we became sec 4s, Mr Sim became our form teacher. And things began to change from there. It's as though his words has brought us all together, united, like a family. And soon we began to enjoy each other's presence. I remember the first class gathering we had at Edric's house. I was realllyy happy to see most of you guys there. And I was really happy because I have never seen the whole class together like this before. And I began to appreciate one another for who they are. Whether they are short, tall, fat, thin, ugly, pretty, colours, geek, enthusiastic. And my wish of having a great form teacher sort of came true actually. Mr Sim was a bombastic, quirky, sharp tongued, handsome form teacher. He can hurl the simplest and yet the most poisonous insult at anyone and he can also be kind of.. gh3y at the same time. Gh3y as in.. funny in a weird way? Slowly we had more class outing, like the Sentosa one. Was super awesome as I get to learn beach volleyball from JunMing and was interacting with everyone. (and yes one of my secret to make me happy is to be able to interact with someone new with ease :X weird eh?) Next was the Founder's day where sec 4 classes had to create a photo collage of our class. Everyone was involved as all of us had to bring photos of our memories in fairfield. Then we slowly pieced it and stick it together and wala! Our awesome class collage is done. And we even won first prize in the whole level :O Freaking shocked me but it gave a very big boost of appreciation and happiness for our class. Prelims and O level period. Some of us stayed back after school to study with each other. Ahh, the days. How I wish I could rewind time to experience it all over again. Hahaha fat hope I guess. Well I'm really glad to be in 4C now and I will really hope to see you guys after 30 years. Who knows how you guys may look like. Haha. There comes a time where we have to go our seperate ways and it's now. I just hope that you guys will carry on and be safe. Sheesh I have so many things to say and yet I'm stuck. Go on and be an achiever, do all of us proud. If you fall, try to pick yourself up again because if you're all the way at the bottom, there's only one way and direction and that's up. Obstacles will definitely be in your way ALL THE DAMN TIME so what do you do? Flow around it and move on or freaking crush it. What am I saying. Ah whatever. I'm sure you all will be great achievers in the future and I certainly look forward to seeing you in the newspapers. Not the obituaries, just somewhere where it shows your honourable work or features you as a world class pimp or bomber. Whatever. So yeah, I will miss you guys more than I thought I did and hope to keep in touch with everyone in the next few years and longer.