Sigh. What am I going to do now? Nothing feels right at all. It's not like it will end in a peaceful manner where it's a win-win situation. I don't believe it. It's utter bullshit if I ever get that kind of thing. I will always be at the losing end. And I will expect it that way. Of course I wish it could end that way, but looking at it, it seems rather obvious that I will lose. Thoughts flowed into my mind these few days, suggesting me to do this do that. But without my motivation to take the plans to action, I might as well don't bother thinking of suggestions. Sigh. Am I really going to lose you this time?

Lost in both worlds.

I'm Sinwey(: I'm too lazy to update this part here. Maybe I'll update this part in the future. That's a promise! "Beauty plus pity-that is the closest we can get to a definition of art. Where there is beauty there is pity for the simple reason that beauty must die: beauty always dies, the manner dies with the matter, the world dies with the individual." — Vladimir Nabokov

Grace Iy Vanessa Huimin Yc Nathaniel