Friday, March 5, 2010 @ 10:59 PM
Birthday.
Today, 5th of March, on my birthday, I wish that my insignificance will stop haunting me any longer. *Blows out the flames on the candles*
Yay it's my birthday. I don't know what birthday means to you guys, but I guess I didn't really enjoy myself. Not even a single bit. It's not that people forgot it's my birthday, it's that there was no one who was free enough to celebrate it with me. It's awful. Really. Or maybe I anticipated too much on my birthday. Thought it would be like, some frenzy screwing around in a mall or a surprise attack on me with cakes at my house. My imaginations can get.. blown out of proportion? Ah well, at least this day is ending soon. Since it's less than an hour left till I'm not a birthday boy anymore. I shall celebrate with myself! (I'm really cranky right now)
Forget it. It's failing me. I might as well don't start, lest I find myself in an even more difficult position.
Random shoutouts to people who asked me which school I'm in:
I'M IN FUCKING ITE ALRIGHT! HAPPY NOW? Stop asking me that question already. I'm having a hard time trying to come clean with everyone. I'm ugly, fine. I'll swallow that insult inside me and let it disintegrate after a few days. I suck, fine. I'll swallow that insult again and let it disintegrate. I fail in life, fine. I'll swallow again. So stop pricking me with that question again.
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Z.Z you guys don't want an emo post eh. Zzz fine. I'll just post things that I did today then.
Woke up at 7am. Yes it's too early right? So I went to jog around the neighbourhood since I needed to exercise anyway. Met Maxene coming out of Heritage View. Jogged one whole round and I was tired. Eurgh. That shows my fitness level right now. Went back home, ate breakfast, went ITE Clementi campus to pay fees and buy uniforms and head back home. Meet up with Ludfil at Clementi and went to Dhoby Ghaut because I wanted to go to Paradiz centre to try out Modern Warfare 2. The graphics was awesome. Bad thing is that I suck at it. Can't complete some part of the mission. As it's my first time playing in a "play now pay later" LAN shop. I didn't really know what to do to end the session. I just went to the counter and told him to end my session. Cause the surrounding was very noisy (due to screaming gamers) I couldn't hear what he was saying and I just kept telling him I'm ending my session. Then the shop owner gave me that shitty look. The you're-a-pain-in-the-ass look. Had to endure that stupid look. Then went over to Plaza Singapura to walk around. Nothing seemed to appeal to me as usual. Last Resort. Arcade ._. Went there to play around just to burn some time. Next I head to Macdonalds to buy McSpicy. Woah. Tasted really awesome. Or maybe it's because I don't eat fast food often. Played around with my burger and fries. Burger as my birthday cake and fries as my candles. Yes I did get some weird looks. But like as if I'm lucid enough to stop what I'm doing. After that I headed home. Not wanting to do anything else.
Sigh.
Yay it's my birthday. I don't know what birthday means to you guys, but I guess I didn't really enjoy myself. Not even a single bit. It's not that people forgot it's my birthday, it's that there was no one who was free enough to celebrate it with me. It's awful. Really. Or maybe I anticipated too much on my birthday. Thought it would be like, some frenzy screwing around in a mall or a surprise attack on me with cakes at my house. My imaginations can get.. blown out of proportion? Ah well, at least this day is ending soon. Since it's less than an hour left till I'm not a birthday boy anymore. I shall celebrate with myself! (I'm really cranky right now)
Forget it. It's failing me. I might as well don't start, lest I find myself in an even more difficult position.
Random shoutouts to people who asked me which school I'm in:
I'M IN FUCKING ITE ALRIGHT! HAPPY NOW? Stop asking me that question already. I'm having a hard time trying to come clean with everyone. I'm ugly, fine. I'll swallow that insult inside me and let it disintegrate after a few days. I suck, fine. I'll swallow that insult again and let it disintegrate. I fail in life, fine. I'll swallow again. So stop pricking me with that question again.
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Z.Z you guys don't want an emo post eh. Zzz fine. I'll just post things that I did today then.
Woke up at 7am. Yes it's too early right? So I went to jog around the neighbourhood since I needed to exercise anyway. Met Maxene coming out of Heritage View. Jogged one whole round and I was tired. Eurgh. That shows my fitness level right now. Went back home, ate breakfast, went ITE Clementi campus to pay fees and buy uniforms and head back home. Meet up with Ludfil at Clementi and went to Dhoby Ghaut because I wanted to go to Paradiz centre to try out Modern Warfare 2. The graphics was awesome. Bad thing is that I suck at it. Can't complete some part of the mission. As it's my first time playing in a "play now pay later" LAN shop. I didn't really know what to do to end the session. I just went to the counter and told him to end my session. Cause the surrounding was very noisy (due to screaming gamers) I couldn't hear what he was saying and I just kept telling him I'm ending my session. Then the shop owner gave me that shitty look. The you're-a-pain-in-the-ass look. Had to endure that stupid look. Then went over to Plaza Singapura to walk around. Nothing seemed to appeal to me as usual. Last Resort. Arcade ._. Went there to play around just to burn some time. Next I head to Macdonalds to buy McSpicy. Woah. Tasted really awesome. Or maybe it's because I don't eat fast food often. Played around with my burger and fries. Burger as my birthday cake and fries as my candles. Yes I did get some weird looks. But like as if I'm lucid enough to stop what I'm doing. After that I headed home. Not wanting to do anything else.
Sigh.