I'm just wondering. I'm sure you guys out there are much happier than me. Maybe? Or maybe not. Well these few days I've been doing the usual stuff like gaming, going out with friends, sleep. Perhaps it's about time I get a job? I don't know. Definitely gives more time for others. Just have to deal with my emotions till I'm used to it. These few days I've been listening to positive songs (positive a.k.a. happy?) to keep my mood up, at least to not feel like shit everyday. Besides, nobody wants to see a person with a sad face everyday. Sigh. It's always times when something is gone then I'll learn to cherish them. Okay enough of these stuff.


Hoobastank - So close, so far

I've been hearing this song for a while. It's like one of the few mainstream songs I like. It's als one of the songs that "my" band would be jamming to. Teddy Bear Armageddeon.(?) Some crazy band name yeah. This song pretty much explains my mood right now. I definitely did something wrong somewhere. Guess I can only wait and see if you're better. Please forgive me. Hope you're well on the other side. Goodnight beautiful pig :3

I wake up all alone
Somewhere unfamiliar
I've been gone so many days I'm losing count
When I think of home I see your face
I know I have to wait

We're so close yet so far
It's tearing me apart
What I would do, I'll be there with you
We're so close yet so far
It's tearing me apart
What I would do to be back with you

I miss hearing your laughter
All the little things
Forgotten what it's like to hold you
Cause where I am right now
So unforgiving
It's numbing everything

We're so close yet so far
It's tearing me apart
What I would do, I'll be there with you
We're so close yet so far
It's tearing me apart
What I would do to be back with you

(So promise)
No matter how long it takes for me to get back to you
You'll wait for me
(I promise)
No matter how far away I go I'll come back for you
Just wait and see

I miss being at home
I miss your face
Don't think I can wait

You're so close, yet so far
It's tearing me apart
What I would do, I'll be there with you
So close, yet so far
It's tearing me apart
What I would do to be back with you

I promise
It's tearing me apart
No matter how far away I go I'll come back for you
I promise
It's tearing me apart
What I would do
What I would do
What I would do, I'll be there with you

Weird songs we're jamming to.

I'm Sinwey(: I'm too lazy to update this part here. Maybe I'll update this part in the future. That's a promise! "Beauty plus pity-that is the closest we can get to a definition of art. Where there is beauty there is pity for the simple reason that beauty must die: beauty always dies, the manner dies with the matter, the world dies with the individual." — Vladimir Nabokov

Grace Iy Vanessa Huimin Yc Nathaniel