Exams are approaching. Project starts to pile up.
And it's really annoying whenever we have to stay up late just to finish our work.
I'll feel like a zombie everyday.
Plus my main teacher wasn't around for a month.
I didn't understand so many things that the relief teacher taught us.
Eurgh.
I pray hard my results won't drop.

I was chosen to go for a leadership camp for my CCA at Bintan.
If I go, that means my family will need to fork out money for the trip.
But if I don't, I probably won't be able to improve relationships with my fellow EXCO members.

Which feels like bullshit if all I have is acquiantances and no friends.

I really don't know which one's the best decision.
I hope whatever decision I make for this, won't affect me badly.
I can't afford to have emotional turmoils at this time.
Hope I'll fall asleep later and not think of unneccessary crap.
Sigh.

Feel so heavy.

I'm Sinwey(: I'm too lazy to update this part here. Maybe I'll update this part in the future. That's a promise! "Beauty plus pity-that is the closest we can get to a definition of art. Where there is beauty there is pity for the simple reason that beauty must die: beauty always dies, the manner dies with the matter, the world dies with the individual." — Vladimir Nabokov

Grace Iy Vanessa Huimin Yc Nathaniel