This year was full of changes. Partially because now everyone's moved on to polytechnics and junior colleges and whatever tertiary schools and the new people that we meet etc etc.At first I dread this year because of the school I'm going into a school full of.. not too normal people and I'm the only one who's going into that school. You can imagine how left out I felt. At least I'm glad that there are nice people in the school. If not I don't know how to survive there.

There were ups and downs during this year. My ups for this year is that I am able to make new friends that can be trusted and I'm able to get to know new people. Also, I get to experience a lot of things such as receiving the GOH (Guest-of-Honour) for some event and working for a banquet for a day at some 5 star hotel. I'm glad that I could take a sneak peek into the working life.

My downs for this year was the fact that there were people that left me. Too bad I couldn't do anything about it. Like try to get back the friendship.

Another down would be the fact that I entered the school I'm in. If I'm given a choice I'll rather not go there. Nuff said.

Lastly, I'm getting fatter. I used to be 70kg. Now I'm 72kg. Okay okay wait, I'm damn sure you guys will be swearing at me saying that I'm not even fat and that isn't much weight gained but I swear to you, I can feel the spare tire accumulating already. Plus, I wanted my ideal weight to be 65-68kg so that's why I feel that I'm fat. But don't you think 72kg is quite heavy for a guy?

Maybe I think this way because I've seen too many flower boys from Kpop groups. All their chocolate abs, their flawless skin, their figure etc are just way too perfect. Okay enough. I sound like a pervert >.>

Let's move on to resolution for the new year.

My new year resolution would be

It seem very typical, but to me, I think I have not put in enough effort in whatever things that I do. Plus I can't afford to screw up in the tertiary level. If not it'll be game over for me and I can prepare to stock up on anti depression pills and destroy myself by eating them every minute. Also, I feel that if I did my best and achieve what I want, my luck will probably change for the better. It sounds stupid, but I don't know. I'm doing anything and everything to change my luck for the better.

I sincerely hope that next year will be a good year, even though I don't feel any different.

2011 here I come.

This MV looks rather cool :D

Fact - Behind A Smile

Take note. It's a Music Video, not an Anime.

Alright off to sleep. Goodnight!

Renewing