Sunday, March 6, 2011 @ 9:29 PM
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Shall post about my birthday before I go do my revision.
I started out by rotting (as usual) in front of the computer in the morning all the way to afternoon. Then went to Clementi to wait for my friend so that we can go to Jurong East Library to study. He was late as usual. By the time we reach the library it was 4.30pm. So we sat down at Level 4 and studied. We planned to leave at 5.30pm, then we met my CCA exco friend and we sat there and had intensive revision all the way till 7.30pm. Me and my friend went to have dinner together at some coffeeshop.
(We decided to go coffeeshop because there was no fast food restuarants there. If not we would have gone to fast food restuarant)
After that my friend bought me a small cake as a birthday cake weee~ ^^ I never had a birthday cake to celebrate with for so long man. Then we went to buy 5 bottle of alcohol and went over to West Coast Park by the seaside to drink. Felt a little light headed after the drink. Bleh. Luckily the effect only lasted for a while. Finally, I made my way back home at 11pm.
That's how my birthday ended.
I'm tempted to make myself believe that my birthday is just yet another day. It only makes me question my self worth on that day. At least I'm glad that there were people whom I think were willing to accompany me through my birthday.
Although my friend was celebrating it with me, I can't help but feel so lonely on that day.
Nevermind. I guess it's part of growing up to be thinking this way.
Lalala.
Shall go revise now.
Look at the stars.
I started out by rotting (as usual) in front of the computer in the morning all the way to afternoon. Then went to Clementi to wait for my friend so that we can go to Jurong East Library to study. He was late as usual. By the time we reach the library it was 4.30pm. So we sat down at Level 4 and studied. We planned to leave at 5.30pm, then we met my CCA exco friend and we sat there and had intensive revision all the way till 7.30pm. Me and my friend went to have dinner together at some coffeeshop.
(We decided to go coffeeshop because there was no fast food restuarants there. If not we would have gone to fast food restuarant)
After that my friend bought me a small cake as a birthday cake weee~ ^^ I never had a birthday cake to celebrate with for so long man. Then we went to buy 5 bottle of alcohol and went over to West Coast Park by the seaside to drink. Felt a little light headed after the drink. Bleh. Luckily the effect only lasted for a while. Finally, I made my way back home at 11pm.
That's how my birthday ended.
I'm tempted to make myself believe that my birthday is just yet another day. It only makes me question my self worth on that day. At least I'm glad that there were people whom I think were willing to accompany me through my birthday.
Although my friend was celebrating it with me, I can't help but feel so lonely on that day.
Nevermind. I guess it's part of growing up to be thinking this way.
Lalala.
Shall go revise now.
Look at the stars.